supaDISAPPOINTED

dear diary.
im super sad
i cant believe why joseph is liddatx.
he could go out with his golf friends but not me.
i specially took leave cos i really wanted to spend time with him today.moreover,i asked him.
but today he could give me bullshit
i think its really useless for me to hold on to something.
im really very disappointed.
he BROKE my heart, his promises.
i think he really wants to see our relationship sink.
somehow,im really super irritated.
he talks so much cock.
i cant stand it.
fuck-fuck.
i dont have a place in his heart.
tt im most definately sure abt it.
if u really wanted to save e rlationship,u would come to find me.
but u din, and its really heartbreaking.
instead,its owaes ur frens.
so..its basically>> the end of you and me